Life... As Of Now

So, I have been thinking a lot about what I want. This is my current thoughts on life. On October 9th, I came into Effingham and stayed up all night praying and thinking. Thinking and praying. Trying to figure out what my next option was, because I'm sick of Effingham. (more details on that later) I realized that I had the ability to quit my job. Heck, I can do that any time I want. But, then what is my next option? Well, I need to make options. I was taught to wish on stars recently and realize now, that it is more effective to grab 'em. I needed to give myself options by getting up off my ass and doing something about it. I didn't go out two nights that week to create a demo tape. I then sent it out to six stations. I wasn't being pro-active. I wasn't moving forward. I was remaining still and bitching. And that doesn't solve anything. While I haven't gotten anything back from them yet, at least I'm looking forward. I'm moving forward. And that's what's important. So, wish me luck as I do my best to make my world the best that it can be. I'm putting it all on my shoulders, and I'm fine with that. Any animal, including man, has two options in life when faced with an issue - fight or flight. I've started the fight. I'm done with the flight, or remaining still and taking it. I'd been looking for a fight, and now I'm taking on the world, and not stopping until it's exactly the way I want it to be. Best of luck to you, friend. Hope you're doin' the same thing!